reading helter skelter

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Hiatus.

A long period of rest.

Probably needing a very very good hiatus now.

can't wait for jane's 90 something day countdown to be over.

i wanna travel. heh.

dreams of chiang mai, italy and france keep flitting in and out recently.

the first one is a must go. haha.. still trying to persude.

second and third are dreams, hoping to turn into reality. haha.

damn, this week is rather tedious and tiring.

not at the peak of moods i must say,

but trying to get there. haha.

been bogged down by a whole lot of piling things and trash.

piling things:

homework.

study.

dust under my bed.

the tissue paper in the waste basket.

(the above point, is due to my seriously malfunctioning nose. it has been 4 days. though its better, my throat is now affected and dry. GREAT..)

there's a great imbalance somewhere i'd swear..

the whole world's going topsy turvy half the time i don't even know what hit me.

take for example,

i didn't even know that there was a rule now to stay away from female friends who are hitched and attached.

i thought friends could just stay as friends, no harm,

but somehow the guys seem to have a "they will elope secretly" mentality stuck right up their ass into their cerebellum, and hell they'll just stick with this thinking,

even though the situation is very clear that these two friends are just FRIENDS,

and the chances of them coming together and "eloping secretly" are as low as Ghandi carrying a pistol or beating his kids.

the worst part is, the "offender" doesn't get the punishment, but lo ho ho! the friends attached get the punishment!

all the "offender" gets is a very sullen and black face by the over paraniod guy and a very bad mood.

bad mood? why? because they feel bad that their friends get this sort of punishments and at the same time feel sad for them for enrolling into a nunnery, where inside, they only learn that there is only one guy, and that guy is their beau.

Thats the very first law there. believe me.

lets not be childish about this. we've been friends longer that you've tried to get your hands locked with hers.

nothing is ever going to chage that, and the FACT that we are only FRIENDS.

seriously, if you hadn't had acted like you're totally whack,

and did not have started squealing and giving her the attitude when i come around to talk to her,

i would have thought that she actually might have deserved you and actually congratulated the both of you.

little info, i actually was HAPPY for her when i found out.

now? i REGRET that i actually told her once to follow her heart.

you two wanna live in a world of your own, i'm fine with that,

but please don't restrict her till she can't even have a proper 10 second chat with other guys.

she's trying her best to keep in touch,

but i beseech you, know that a relationship is about trust.

not about keeping the person in a cage just because something might have happened in the passion of the spur of a moment.

i'll be brutally frank here.

i forgive you and lets get on with life.

now the ball is in YOUR court.

play it wise.

cheers.

post by joshua at 5:56 AM (x)

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