reading helter skelter

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Song of the day:
"Wings" by gustavo santaolalla.
it's the last track of brokeback mountain.
its main theme. really a haunting melody.
it just makes you sit back and ponder, freedom, love, time, space.
gee.. if only i had been born a cowboy in wyoming.. find a nice lady, settle down with sheep and great sweeping lands with the mountains as my neighbours. kids to fockle and play on the porch,
a nice simple, quiet yet vast life.
If Only.

well. life is definatly throwing a curved ball these few days.
you can just feel it leave a deep mark.
like carissa rightly said in her blog, four long years finally cut down to four short months.
its going to end soon, whether we like it or not.
don't you just think life is a tragic story, a splendid poem, woven through fabrics of feelings, through the fabric of time.
an oscar winning performance.
a pulitzer prize,
a nobel book prize.
many things spell LIFE and represent all its glorious splendour,
but we're forgetting the main thing.
life, at the end of the day, behind the mask of so many different metaphors that anyone can ever come up with, is sadly and realistically, still LIFE.
it hasn't been that simple.
life, is LIFE!
that simple. the complication comes when people try to interprete it, when its all in their face.
that results in screwups and falling short.
take away all the assumptions and interpretations, and hell just live it.

right. day was pretty okay.
went to support my little creatures after class today.
FSB got a silver! and i'm happy!
why? because they improved a great lot! 75 percent.
just 5 percent more! in time we'll see results.
have faith. like mr sim said, move on and work harder!
to FSB:
guys, though i was late in catching you all play,
(i'm really very sorry.. i felt like a total jerk when i arrived),
but all i've gotta say is great job on the silver! at least we maintained!
well, the journey is still long, and there's time to improve!
great improvement in this competition by the way!
in the competition, you all might notice something.
a case on ship jumping.
okay. not ship jumping, but ship abandoning.
all i gotta say to that is, good riddance to bad rubbish.
we don't need such things. we're a blessed group of people!
don't get complacent, and just strive for the best!
go you guys!

after that went for dinner with val selene and alston.
took a stroll around suntec city after that.
selene's free camera was kinda bizzaire.. hmm..
well, actually, my mood is dipping today.
its called low sugar rush.
talking about sugar rushes..
according to mrs kwa, it has been scientifically proven that for a couple, the average sugar rush will last for 6 months. true? you tell me.
well, i'm kinda 30 percent happy, 50 percent dismal, 15 percent regretful and 5 percent angsty.
talk about mixed up huhh.
when transparency capitalizes over good humouredness, the rain will come.
i've said my peace.

well waiting for sel to send the photos, and i'll end with a collage today.
hope you guys like it.
goodnight!

Char and I! the restricted and the retro!

Josh. Val. Alston. Sel

WIDE.

Marylin!

Versus CHANEL. haha!
Barney never was THAT friendly.

Likewise, val was NEVER THAT sweet!! aww..

It was bad. trust me. haha.

They make good friends.
cheers!

post by joshua at 8:27 AM (x)

Being Joshua.
Undoubtably Joshua
SAX. JAZZ. ALL THAT SORT.
REROUTES.
Tigress Jane
Mr."CHIP" Weijie
CFC.(char.)
Carissa's Catastrophe
Nattie Chocolate
Chua Suyin.Cat chua
Alston

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