reading helter skelter

Monday, November 20, 2006

Doesn't one sometimes have that dashed feeling when one doesn't know which side one is on,
And is caught right between the two places, in the huge void of uncertainty and doubt?
I often hear such chappies talk about this, whether in some movie, book or experiences,
But never in my most wildest, exotic imaginations did i ever expect that this true bout of shakespearean tragedy to befall upon me,
And here i was thinking that God disliked the cliche and went with the mysterious, unexpected tales.
It is kind of rummy, being in this splendid disposition,
Feeling all mangled up and treated unrightly,
One just wants answers to this sickly situation, but at this time answers seem to breed more questions, and more questions lead to inevitable frustration and doubt.
Now because of that, one thinks with all the power of the old bean up there,
And spends a fortnightly minute thinking about the possible wronged senarios that might have happened,
But soon, one realises that unless he has answers, which he obviously does not posses, he cannot find the right questions, so to speak.
So he lets it go, thinking that time, the great healer would placade the offended and call this truce.
But, unfortunatly, again unlike what happens in perfectly good fairy tales,
The Great Healer time in itself has a very mangled and morbid sense of humour.
It is to one's great suspicion that time, along with fate one day sent one back down the path of life.
One finds life back under his feet and continues, the pain and frustration gnawing at his heart slowly ebbing away.
But alas, a few blocks down life's road later,
The michevious time and fate throw into one's path, a bout of memory and reason!
One, having gone quite a bit down the happy way, stumbles and piruettes like a fat dancer, fortunatly nimble enough to land on one's toes.
The irony of it! So blatant, such perpetual mischeviousness!
The revalation startles one into thought again,
And he once again stands at the edge of the road, not to check the time, mind you,
But wondering again, what how is the matter with life's humourous banter?

post by joshua at 10:52 PM (x)

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