Hello all!
Its finally tuesday.. and that does not bode well.
Oh no no no no no......
3 more days to reality.
Thats good in a way that we'll get to see everyone again!
But darn sucky in THAT way that we would have to face up to reality.
I'm darn worried..
On one hand there's a possibility that dreams would be realised and happiness would prevail.
But on the other its a really really bad nightmare.
Shit happens, but still there's always a silver lining.
Egad! its so "on-the-fence"!!
Then there's the decision whether to go AC or to stay in VJ.
VJ might be a very good school, with a superb culture, and i have a really swell class.. but i dunno,
is it worth it to feel "discontented" and unsettled in a school even if its good?
On the other hand, AC would be just like home,
I'll feel more comfortable, have old friends, seniors, new friends,
Culture's pretty much on par with fairfield, something that i WOULD be happy with,
I don't know... i'm pretty torn between both schools.
The people at VJ give me the "WHAT??" stare when i mention AC..
well, they seem to have the wrong perception somehow..
Like my lit teacher when she was way younger, at our age,
I feel like some alien that landed on some different planet.
Trouble is, she had friends of the same kind of schools to be with.
I'm.. kinda splat?
well.. i have no idea what this friday would be like..
i shall just try to be calm and composed.
haha.
post by joshua at 5:41 AM (x)